I’ve been running on fumes, like to the point that you know you should refill your gas tank but haven’t or when your phone is on like 2% and you’re nowhere near your charger.

This entire month has just had me going from place to place, deadline to deadline, person to person that I haven’t actually had a proper night’s sleep since September. I think this week was the worst of it just for the fact of how done I felt with everyone and everything. So much needs to be done between now and December 27 & I haven’t been this frazzled in a very long time.

I think I realize it’s gotten bad because my usual sarcasm & self depreciating jokes turned into general hostility & rudeness towards others. I think spending time with my friends last night might have made a slight difference to help me get through this last little hurdle before break. Everything I’ve been working toward just got so real and I’m not too sure if I’m currently able to handle any of it.

Hopefully I can get a little bit of rest and a chance to recharge in the future because I’ve got no time for any of this. I’ve got so much to do and barely just enough time to do it. For now, the lovely mistress that is my bed calls and I must follow.