17, 520 hours.

730 days.

104 weeks.

Two years.

It’s no secret that there are two things I don’t have the best relationship with – math and time. Time is a weird construct, and I’m convinced math hates me on a personal level. So then, that begs the question, why even start with that?

These numbers have lived rent-free in my head ever since I woke up on December 12, 2021.

Why?

Because I shouldn’t be here, it has been two years since my inner demons should have won. I’m Kris. Let me talk about the journey I’ve been on since I tried to let the demons in my head win.

CW/TW – Implied suicidal thoughts.

Fair warning, it’s a hefty and heavy read, I made a shorter video skimming the surface of all this stuff as well.

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