For the first time in my life, I’m just entirely too purely happy to even go to sleep. A contrast to last night’s mood no doubt, but just as much as a part of life. It’s honestly funny how one little thing can make all the difference in a person’s life.
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Two. One. Seven. Numbers of Kristina’s Anxiety.
It’s been two years since I last let my life be dictated by my anxiety. One year since I started talking about it. Seven hours since my last mental breakdown.
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Not trying to go Weast.
Sometimes after a hugely impacting weekend like the one I just had, it seems like going back to the life you temporarily escaped from is a completely different world. And just like an astronaut landing on some distance land unknown, sometimes you find yourself treading even more carefully because you haven’t figured out this new place. It’s pretty weird when you say this about the place that has been your home since August 2012.
Took a while but I got there.
There’s a point when a person hears that one word or expression (usually a song lyric) that stitches itself upon the biggest hole in our soul and sticks with us forever. But sometimes, we first hear something and it completely goes over our heads.
So done that my children’s children’s grandchildren will know of my annoyance
Let’s rewind the clock back to around 2009. It was a lovely spring day. I was spending a little bit of the afternoon with my boyfriend at the time before I hopped onto the R Train and then took my bus back towards my house. As I was waiting in line, my phone was just getting all the text messages I had missed while being underground.
*One new voicemail*
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Trying to get back to it
So here we are, I’m finally done with editing the last of those blog posts. I can get back to complaining about recent life or making odd observations from whatever might be going on in my life. I feel like I’m in a foreign planet and have no idea what’s going on.
Time for this chapter to end.
13 / 14 January 2016
Well, this is it. This is coming to you from AFTER seemingly never ending flight from Dubai back to JFK. We were delayed because a passenger got sick before we could even take off and delayed us long enough for me to watch Big Hero 6 in its’ entirety (WHICH MIGHT I ADD IS ONE OF THE BEST MOVIES EVER AND I MAY HAVE GOTTEN A LOT A BIT EMOTIONAL ABOUT THIS.) I’m currently back in the States and kind of just feeling bittersweet as I try to gather my thoughts.
Airborne headaches.
12 January 2016
I’m so done with everything. I can’t even put into that many words how baffling it is for this nonsense that occurred in today’s flight. If I wasn’t exhausted, I probably would have bashed my head against the window because this was absolutely aggravating.
Unforgettable moments cornier than Kansas (except for the goat sacrifice, that was definitely not corny)
11 January 2016
There’s not many things that can really surprise me anymore after today’s nonsense. I never thought I’d experience the day where I’d be in a bus that’s going oddly fast for a vehicle supposed to be exercising caution on hairpin turns, but then again, that should have been my warning that this last full day in Agartala would be an adventure that I’ll ever forget.
Class is in session
10 January 2016
Learning really never stops, does it? It also doesn’t make things less awkward when you all end up in a classroom with a group you’re kinda cool with but also pretty unfamiliar with (The person I am in class is not the same type of person I am outside of it.) Today we really got the chance to learn together from our two professors.
Irregular Spud 